Portfolio review went awesome, pumped. Karaoke tonight didn't happen, bummed. Nothing tonight happened, bummed. My nights are usually very boring, probably my own fault. I need more excitement in life, my own fault. Drawing comics and watching movies doesn't cut it anymore. If I were cool I would have shown my comics at the review and tossed out my design stuff, if I were cool. Simple things get me pumped, but it's hard to ride that feeling for long these days. It used to be easy, but maybe that's life. I'm not sure yet. I'll just let the life in me dry up soon so I can get on and be able to deal with dullness. Until then I'm not sure what I'll pour the life I have into so it gets wasted faster. Maybe a karaoke contest that really gets me nowhere in life, or a made up yearbook of just me that makes me look insane. I just wanna get it all out of my system sooner than later. Few things I can count on these days are Sad Dads, learning about Baseball from Donald and Mad Max being probably one of the most powerful stories ever.
I don't know if I mean any of this. Well, the Sad Dads, Donald and Mad Max part are true.
This stuff makes me feel like I'm rotting my teeth out of my mouth with candy and soda, in the good way.
Portfolio review this Thursday at Moore. Not pumped. Just have a nervous feeling about it. I hear people just get torn up at these things. Spending all day finishing up stuff and making business cards, might even get my website if I have time. New computer this week. Pumped. Watched Suspiria twice this week too, good shit. Seamus is moving up, hopefully, would be awesome. I hope I get everything done for portfolio by tomorrow night, and just print on Wednesday. Kira's work is taking everyone to an AC Surfs game with free food and stuff on Thursday morning/afternoon. I really hope I have time to go. Review starts at 6, would like to be there at 5:15ish. We'll see. Applebee's Karaoke Championship this week, and I am ready to take the gold. Fuck yeah